I just received the papers back from the court and my divorce is final. It was stamped on March 30th, the day before my 50th birthday. This feels big!
I thought I was going to be fine, even happy to have it finalized, but I wasn't. It brought on a wave of intense emotions.I felt sad, angry, numb, scared, anxious, excited, curious, proud, happy and relieved all at once. In the past I would have been consumed by them, blocking them or avoiding them, but instead I just slowed down and let them move on through.
Feeling alive and grateful for this one sweet life...
Thank you for all your love and support <3
Picture of me on my wedding day